i was told i shouldn't post everything up in my blog o.o
i thought blog's an online diary? where you can post whtever you want.
lol? first time hearing this. okay, i needa make this clear.

if you guys are really so interested in knwing abt me & lendl,
kindly come & approach me. i've left my msn & frndster undr th 'i rock' column.
if you cant see, here it is. do add me at jesselyn--@live.com,
or www.friendster.com/bigfatlove if you're interested to knw anything about me.
please stop bothering & even pestering my close friends to tell you about it.
okay? it concerns me, not them. & whtever i think, may not be wht they think.
i hate it when there's misundrstandings here & there.
coming directly to ask me would be easier.

and yes, th previous post is about sky.
i did mention bfore, though im nt his special one, i still care.
why? bcause he's my friend. just bcause he's my friend, i care for him.
i guess there's nothing wrong about that, right.
everyone cares for their friends, regardlass of gender or age.
so please stop saying that, ' eh, jesselyn like sky ah? '
i do not love anyone right now, i already said, no more boygirl r/s fr nw.
if you're not aware of th true facts, thn please stop spreading nonsensical rumours.

actually, i dont really bother what others think of me, or what they spread.
just dont go overboard. saying something like,
' jesselyn very hong ley, toy with lendl's feeling only. '
please. get th facts right first bfore saying such stuffs? ._.
i brokeup with lendl, it's bcause of th way he thinks, th way he treat things.
& partly bcause i really needa concentrate on my studies.
i think im very ridiculous to ask him to chnge fr me, therefore i didnt wnt to trouble him.
since he said he will chnge, but aftr so many incidents, he hadnt.
i dont see th point why i should continue tolerating this kinda thing from him.
& he doesnt have to tolerate my ridiculous askings anymore.
it's a win-win situation isnt it?

but yet, ever since we've brokeup, he doesnt wna let me go.
he keeps saying he misses me, he'll wait fr me, etc.
i didnt force him to, but since he wnt it this way, thn so be it.
there's just something stupid & childish that i cant tolerate.
he has been disturbing my friends by msging them to ask them hw to win me back.
or even just telling them he miss me.
they cant help either, let me tell you. i dont love you no more.
please stop disturbing them, take it as im begging you.

& once again i must say. contact me if you wna knw anything regarding me.
stop pestering/disturbing/bothering my friends for th answers. tyvm.