happy 1month baby (:

i've been thinking through lotsa stuff.

maybe im thinking too much, really. but smhw, things just dont feel right.

argh. relationship's sucha bother.

anw, celebrated advanced one month with baby ytd.

sis, yc, akmal & fazlin came along. which makes it couple day.

except that ytd yc & sis broke up, but now they're tgthr again.

last long sis. (: dont take things fr granted, cherish him.

took bus to hgh mall first, as yc & co. wanted to have lunch.

sis & i wasnt hungry, so went to foruth lvl to camwhore.
hah. i look so dumb in all th pictures! but i love to be spastic. HAHA.

thn headed to town by train. went to get my paint at art friend first.

searched high & low, finally we found th shop art friend.

bought paint, brushes & watercolour paper. cost me a bomb.

lucky mama volunteered to help me pay. haha, thanks mama (:

thereafter we walked back to cineleisure, bought our movie tickets.

thnks baby for paying (:

sis & i went kfc to have our lunch. baby & co. joined us after that.

went up to th cinema as it was about time for our movie.

th movie's really scary! i kept my hands wrapped round my face.

lol. i got shocked at th very front part. too shocked for words, i didnt even scream.

you should go catch it. it's th prom night. nice show though (:

stood out cineleisure, waited for them to finish their ciggs.

just like a leopard nvr chnges it's spot, a smoker nvr quits smoking.

thn we headed round town. went to heeren to shop around.

there's sales in town! haha. too bad i didnt bring enough money ytd.

& it feels weird having to shop with guys. i'll go to town with mama smday (:

i make sure she buys lots & lots of stuff for me. haha.

had sudden moodswings, & shared them with sis.

i guess she undrstands me best.

have i mention that whn im having moodswings, i'll keep silent?

so i kept silent throughout. i didnt even talked to sis.

baby thought i was angry -.- thn he showed me some lj attitude.

i tried to control my moodswing. i didnt vent it on him at first.

when i tried to talk to him, he ignore me. thn he showed me a black face.
so okay! you treat me like that, then i wn't bother bout you anymore.

we didnt talked throughout th ride home.

alighted at compasspoint. thn he said he wanted to go macs.

i didnt want, so i said i'll go home myslf then.

i just walked away w/o hearing what he has to say.

i wasnt angry. i was just moodless.

you knw hw it feels to have moodswings when you're out? unbearable.

thn he came & said he'll send me home. he thought i was angry.

i wont get angry for no reason please -.-

so okay. he sent me home. didnt speak a word. except th 'byebye' i said to him.

i told him what i had in mind through sms. he says he undrstand.
well. i dnt knw if he'll make good his words.

many times he said he know, he say he will, he say he wn't & blah.

but it's 1 out of 10 times tht he make good his words .__.

that's all about ytd. thnks fr th present baby, happy 1month :]