just edited and uploaded some photos on friendster.
took sucha long time, idk why my computer is always so lag .__.

went swimming in the evening.
has been donkey years since i've enter the swimming pool! haha.
went for a family swim. ma, pa me, and jie went tgthr.
it's once in a blue moon you'll see papa swimming. :O

hougang green for dinner after that, saw ahzhi honeystar at green.
too bad he didnt see me, (:

oh. i brought back my art piece today. rmbr im having art class today? (:
so yep. halfway through my third artpiece.
was very pissed doing it in the noon. cause no matter hw many times i try ..
i cant get the colour of half the face to blend with the other half! ):
but nvm, persevere! :D :D

and and mr lim say he likes my eye. the eye in the picture ofcourse, lol.
im left with 2+ months to complete one more artpiece.
but i thought of completing two within the limited time.
cause im afraid my second artpiece aint able to score very high marks ..
i personally dont fancy it alot, so yep.
considering if i should do another extra piece .. (:

erm. people, here are my blogsongs, they go in order :D
1st: the way i do, by marcos hernandez
2nd: i need you, by westlife
3rd: heaven, by dj sammy
4th: dont stop me now, by mcfly
5th: no worries, by mcfly

i hope this answers your doubts, (:

;]} hah. thankyou.
:}} there, in my post.
li bin} haha. you too you too. loveya!
WEIXUAN} missya too eh.
TONY} crazy ah didi. you where guai uh, lol. :O
passerby} hah, there're written in my post alrdy.
rina} okok, during nov hols, (:
/♥ Joleen} mei ah! meet me soon ok? :D
Bel {:} hah, updated alrdy! :D
Angeline} cheh, i thought who. hah, okok. soon yeh :D
&Jielinnnn, (:} yay! zihigh wansui! :D
♥ Kelly.N :]} no im not. you're a guailan spammer. lols!

hi darlings.
been ages since i've post, miss me dont you? :D

schl's fine for the past few days.
just gotten back progress report ytsd. not satisfied with my results tho .. ):
they just took the test's marks as the final marks.
i did badly fr so many of the math's test, as well as science.
so yep, you're right. i failed my maths and science.

im rly gna buck up for streaming alrdy!
maths and science are considered the main subjects.
how can i do with failing them both? i can achieve better results, dont you doubt me.

the teacher's day performance was boring today.
rushed out of the hall immediately after the finale. kiasu singaporeans. lol.
i realised i forgotten to take my books, so did darling.
so we went back to take. lucky didnt become a laughing stock.
cause i notice kenny was looking at us both when we went to retrieve the books.
lol lol lol lol lol lol.

some problems cropped up after school.
but doesnt concern us. it concerns darling and co. .__.
shall not elaborate that much, nothing interesting for me to elaborate also.

hadnt have any place in mind to go, so decided to head home.
feels great to be home early. haha. (:

schl for the past few days were fine, usual routine. lifeless-life.
schl, home. schl, home. schl, home.
i dont know how long more i can stand this kind of life.
get-a-life please jesselyn .________________________________.

anw, i hadnt been meeting sisseh for quite some time.
sorry i neglected you sweet ass! :/
i make sure i find time for you once my exams are over, ok?
i know you're a daily reader of my blog, you'll come across this for sure.
we shall go have fun after our exams k?
you better study hard, dont drop down to normal stream (:
if you need help, come to me! i'll lend you my helping handddddddddd. :D

haha. alright. im straving like dontknwwhat.
didnt have lunch. didnt even drink any water since 2pm.
im a camel, hor lendl? lol. inside joke. :D
off to dinner now, bye peeps!

♥ Kelly.N :]} spammer guailannnnnnnnn! :P
Yongcai !} are you sure you're yongcai? lol. i doubt so.
lendl} haha. but it keeps me cool. :D
liweii} ok! link you soon.
CHERRINNN ,} welcomed.
TONY} lol. didi ah, im not blind. every sentence consist of a vulgarity. lol.
emzskidoodles♥} tag back at your blog. (:
&Jielinnnn, (:} haha. i love you lah geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. :P
Sheryl} im merely 147cm, not short, it's very short.
Amanda} haha. maybe on my leg? ring you up for anything ok. (:

singapore has regain it's sunny weather again ):
which is a big no no.

just a walk from schl to cp can make me sweat.
it's the big sunny sun's fault >[ i still prefer windy and cold days.

haha. how nice if we people can control the weather.
maybe have a machine to let people vote what kind of weather they want for today.
then majority win. :D haha. i'll surely vote fr windy day everyday!
there's no such thing anw. im one great dreamer. (:

nothing much to rant about schl today. except that i have another good news to share!
i got back the history test today, and i scored 16/20!! :D *well done jesselyn!
get to know the overall CA2 marks fr history also.
guess how many marks i've got? make a guess! i've got ... 77.5/100!
which makes an A1. haha. :D
this calls for a celebration okay. though it's only one subject.
but at least i've shown tremendous improvement in my studies.
i'll do better for my eoy, i promise! :D

feeling so high now. haha. feel like singing out loud!! :D
ohyah. holidays are approaching. any plans yet people?
mine's alrdy packed!

1sept: chinese project at adeline's house.
2sept: might be going out with ethan ahma! been so long since we've met. :D
3sept: history project at isabel's house.
4sept: day out with mummy & jiejie! ♥
5sept: outing with darling & co. to kbox. :D

might be spending the weekends at home studying.
dont forget exams are approaching as well :/
im studying! yes, im studying hard. jesselyn's a geek, dont forget! lol.

no messages, no calls, nothing today.
good in a way that i can fully concentrate on my studies now. ( w/o interference )
but kind of bored in class. i slept period by period away :/
ok. im suppose to study, i know. but english lesson's are a waste of time.
really ok .__.
i didnt even know what mr ye was tching today, so i slept during his lesson.
felt energised during geography! haha. :D
anw i hope i did well fr the geography standardise test held on monday( 25august)

ok. teeveeeeeeeeeeeee time! :D

pasby} 147? haha. im not pretty. (:
...} the way i do, (:
♥ Kelly.N :]} guailan, spammer ah! HAHA. :D loveya yeh!
lendl} once in a blue moon. didnt you read? lol.
Sheryl :3} haha. i can never be a model. im too short! ):
rina} tagged back in your blog (:
WEIXUAN} i thought you're my h.laogong? and im your h.laopo? haha :D
TONY} haha. your blog so many vulgarities! should be the other way round ok!

i love the weather these past few days.
so much better than having to sweat and stink all over.
it feels like you're in winter. :D singapore's kinda winter.
it isnt often you see singapore having this type of cool weather.
windy day = love :D

im back home ealy today!
i came back straight home after schl. 1 good news to share!
i scored 14/15 for the mathematics test. great improvement isnt it! :D
congratulate me please? tht dumb mr sharizan gave me a scare today.
before giving out the test papers, he came to me and said,
' jesselyn, you take a look at your paper, take a look at your paper. '
so i was wondering, omg, confirm fail liao.
but when he hand over the paper to me, i was overjoy! :D
didnt expect to get sucha result though i've studied hard fr it.
it's definitely out of the blue moon you'll see me with this kinda results.
im working hard! im improving! how good if i can score as well for my eoy .. :/

okok. working hard rly helps! (: like duh -.-
feels so good to have achieved this kind of results. great sense of achievement. :D

there's no homework today, which is so uncommon.
because exams are nearing, .. :/
rly got to depend on myself to achieve good results alrdy!! gogogogogogogogo :D

i guess i'll be completing the english comprehension given out on friday.
i haven even touched it! :O
and i slept during english lesson.
okok. i know i should hve slept, but really vry boring lorz.
mr ye talked about the criteria for english exam. wasnt abit interested :x
so i blast music and slept fr about half an hour.
forgive me. :D

and im beginning to feel so sick of using the com.
msn, friendster, blog. what else? ..
but well, at least it's better than having to stare at smthing tht doesnt interest you.
off to continue my silent hill part 4. bye people! :D


♥ Kelly.N :]} yoyo guailannnnn! :D
TONY} haha. didi! okok, will msg you soon the ok? be guai ah!
Angeline} haha. rly look like hamham! :D but cute ok. sister's outing nxt week!
Sheryl :3} haha, thanks! credits to me this great photographer :P
qianhui[:} darling! cheerup (: yep, hate her too.
Weizheng} hello weizheng :]
恨Michelle ♥} yep. babydoll! :D haha, friday!!
liweii} lol. both sucks like idk what. and the fiona, cmi.
Jielinnnn, (:} zihighhhhhh! i want see you hpyhpy k! :D
passerby~} takes up space (:
...} hmm. i've changed alrdy. do you still wna knw any of them?
lendl} lol.
felissa} haha. welcomed! :D

what's with th weather now adays?

suddenly it's so sunny, thn in a flash of an eye it starts to rain.

lucky i didnt go out tday, if not i'll be caught in th heavy rain.

and im afriad of thunders! th sound irks me. .___.

but well, i kinda like rainy days.

so cooling, and it's th perfect weather to sleeeeeep. haha, what a pig .__.

i went to meet stanley ytd night at about 915pm.

decided to meet at blue land, but bikers were occupying there.

so we met at th busstop opposite blue land, thn we settled at a void deck nearby.

stanley wore th same outfit as th last time when we met.

haha. smelly bummmmmm! :P

joked and laughed around.

you lah, lamer bubu! :D haha. he nvr fails to mke me laugh luh.

though he seems kinda emo, for i dnt knw wht reason.

but, he still has his cheerful side lah. tht's fr sure what. :D

he walked me home, thn he went to meet his friend to study. (act one huh! :P )

okkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

im suppose to study fr th test on monday.

but i just cant bring myslf to stare at th book fr hours. lol.

need some time to relax, to play also right! :D

i'll start studying once i feel like it. exams are nearing!! ):

aiming to get into 3h or 3i perharps? haha. if i aim high, i'll surely work harder fr it.

there's tons of people doing so much bttr than me.

not sure if i can get into any of th two classes. i'll work harder! :D

wn't be going home late on schl days anymore.

outings on saturday will be minimised and chnged to study time.

stanley says he'll coach me in maths if i need help. haha, thnks bubu! :D

im doing fine in maths, not much a problem though.

principle for th rest of th year: work harder! *winks! :D

...} which? i have 6 in total. (:

Passedby,} chnge th width and th height to zero (:

lendl} haha. nonsense! i top th world ok!

passerby ~} hah, thanks. which song are you referring to?

felissa} tagged you back in your blog (:

liwei} YAH LUH. i cant stand th way fiona walks. and tht sickening banana! *pukes

guestxD} haha. thanks a million!

Yvonne} missya too eh lovelove. tkcare k!
Darren, Brian♥} must try ok? you tkcare too lah :D

rina} loveya tons eh! :B

vivian} haha. swtheartttttttttttttttt. imyou so muchy luh!

Joycee} lols. yours is damn obvious.

JIALER(;} haha. so cute lah you (:

ADELINE} it worked! :D HAHAHAHAHAHA.

WEIXUAN} h.laogong! :D imyou.

♥ Kellyyyyy -/} hah. relinked you alrdy guailan! :D

it's about to rain soon.
anw if you realise, i deleted sme parts of th post below.
seems so obvious you knw. but well, if she's/he's guilty, thn it's he/her luh.
lol. wht th crap im talking about.

schl ended at 1230 today.
as usual, met at fblock. suddenly saw qianhui's eye swollen.
went ovr to ask her wht hppn, she didnt share. but well, could tell tht she cried.
darling, dont be sad alrdy ok? anything im always here. (:

got to knw frm girlfr abt th banana. -.-
if darling cried bcause of her, i tell you uhs. i'll be damn pissed off luh.
cant keep her eyes to herself. wht mre i hate her partner. th shorthair-centre parting one.
omg. she walks like a gangster, and th way she talk. bth. -.-
girlfr said she told her off bfore alrdy. idk why she just cant keep her eyes to herslf.
oh well. shall wait till i find out th real reason. (:

went to refund th money fr th hoodies.
bought waffle fr lunch. walked to alley, and waited fr jiali honey to come.
it's been ages since i've saw her! missyou luh honey (:
nt long after, she came. chit-chat-chit-chat.
thn girlfr's bf came. lol. so i was like, extra. -.-
girlfr with james, jiali with yuankwan. thn i walked alone luh.
lucky honey came and walk with me. hah, thnks honey (:

bought cupwalker, thn headed home alrdy.
it's 620pm now. nt sure if im meeting stanley bubu later on.
he say he misses me. :D haha.
actually im kinda tired, but i'll be energised aftr a bath i hope.
it's been ages since i saw bubu too. (:
busy with schl you see. wht mre he's in poly, and im hving my streaming soon.
haha. he claims himslf's a geeeeeeeeek.
actually he isnt as studious as you think. infact, he isnt one. HAHA :D

alright. guess i'll be off to th bathroom. tkcare dudes. :D

how unreal, how full of pretense.
i seriously cant stand people who acts nice, but deep down they're not.

edited/}

currently chatting with nigel on msn. he's one big meanie.
lol. his msn name was, ' th topman '
thn i chnge my pm to, ' if you are th topman, thn i would rule th world '
LOL. thn he chnge to. ' i own you! '
i chnge again. this time, to ' jesselyn pwns nigel! :D '
you see what he wrote.

i own u ! says:
haha
i own u ! says:
scare ppl see ar
i own u ! says:
dun dare to type Owns
i own u ! says:
u should style *loves
i own u ! says:
hehe
i own u ! says:
jesselyn loves nigel .shy

LOL! thn he wrote, ' jesselyn loves nigel ' as his msn pm.
he say i dont dare put. so i wrote back also. ' nigel loves jesselyn ' .
HAHAHA. anw we're just playing around lah. :D
crazy us. okok. off to dinner alrdy. im so hungry :D
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it's been ages since i've post. sorry darlings (:

schl occupies like 1/2 of th 24 hours i have. my life's just about schl.
exam's are nearing. im studying real hard alrdy! jiayou jesselyn :D:D:D
hahahahahahahahahahaha. -.-
since i haven post fr th past few days, let me share with you my life. okay? lol.

did d&t project on saturday. almost done with th help of mr rahim. :D
he provide us with th arcyllic and some parts th connect th motor to th base of th car.
thnkyouverymuch. :D
art class as usual on sunday. almost done with my face. haha.
shall upload pictures of it once im done ok? stay tune to my blog huhs. :D

had schl on monday and tuesday.
had science standardised test on monday. got back th results tday.
i actually failed by just 2 marks. wthellzxz luh. ):
went to hgh plaza with sis on tuesday. got our hp straps. and hm sweet hm.

tday was fine as well.
mr sharizan didnt come. so studied fr chinese test during maths period.
like so last minute. -.-
i wanted to study fr it ytd, but i realise i didnt bring bck my book. lol.
th test was okay. except fr th close passage part.
i cant even undrstand what bird language it's talking about. HAHA. .__.
did my hat during art. girlfriend say it looks like a barbarian hat. lolzx. :P

sat at econ munching my chocolate while deciding where to go.
final decision: to weimin's house.
cause darling need his help to complete her d&t project.
was raining kinda heavily, so i went home instead.

walked to sis's house to get back my geography book frm her.
i left it in her bag ytd. haha. :D

i kinda missed those days where a big group of us hang out at town area.
but well, studies come first fr now. definitely. streaming this year!!!
impossible to get into thriple science. lol. i knw it manzx.
it's far beyond what my brian can produce.
so im trying to get good results, so im open to more choices of class fr next year.
GO GO JESSELYN GO !!!!!


Angeline} haha. yeh, :D
♥ Kellyyyyy -/} haha. guailan ah! :D thnks to myslf.
{ qing '} haha. hello! :D tkecare too eh!
lendl} hah. it's okay. i didnt take it to heart. just kinda piss tht day.
qianhui} okay!
Jielinnnn. (:} zihighhighhigh! :D heh. welcomed. loveya much yeh! :D
Jesline} jie ah. msg me with yr new numbr ley. get my numbr frm jiaren.
TONY} didi. lol. sorry ah. (:

veryveryvery surpirsed. -.-
to think that kinda words can actually come out from your mouth o.o
i asked you poiltely & properly, yet you replied with a fcking attitude.
so what's your problem now huh?
i was just trying to avoid misundrstandings. not yours, what for keep holding on?
it was you who wanted to be best friends huh, yet now?
i bet we cant be friends anymore. well done huh. *claps damn loudly.
and i seriously cant stand th way you always assume things. -.-

got so pissed in th morning bcause of a fucking retard. -.-
okay, relax jesselyn, relax. (:
just came out from th bath room, instantly felt so refreshed! hahahzx.
i love showering with cold water nwadays, dnt knw why also.
and i love being oh-so random. gagaga.

schl was awesome. ( lolz. )
ohyah, had history pop quiz yesterday. lol, my mind was blank.
haha. history lessons are always boring. i always spend my time chatting away.
so yeh, dead fr this time's test. o.o

there'll be science standardised test on this coming monday.
mostly known as common test (: which tkes up, 30% of th exams i think?
will be studying for it later on. still have journal, compo, & chinese compo to complete.
so many ( lorz. ) -.- not yet done with d&t project also.

i think adeline will be coming ovr to my hse tmrw to complete it.
her phone's confiscated, if i call her hse, her dad will qns me this and that.
lol. no way to contact her ( leyyyyy! ) ): nvrmind, i'll think of some ways.
gna be brave and ring up her house. im not scared, im not scared :D

so hungry right nowwwwwwwwwwww!
didnt have lunch, cause went to look fr wrgh straight aftr schl.
saw many familiar faces i didnt see fr quite some time. (: hahaha.
thought of chnging blogskin, but tht'll tke up so much time.
i still have impt things to complete. lol.

alright, ran out of words. lol. (:

WEIXUAN} heh. h.laogong! loveya too yeh :D
liweii} okay, asap.
Jielinnnnn, (:} zihigh! haha, you too. :D loveya!
Jesline} haha, yeh luhs. jie ah, imyou!
rina} yeh! make sure we dont! :D haha. meet me soon.
passerby yo} definitely not fr me. lols.
Alicia} ohho darling! haha, im great. hw abt you? tkcare k! :D

im so in love with th cookies mum baked!!!!!!!
delicious, tasty, almost anything great you can imagine. :D

oh oh, i just ate a chocolate chip! haha.
im so luvin it! :D

nthing spectacular bout schl. science test, tht's a fail fr sure.
i've forgotten abt it, till morning when isabel mention it to me. lol.
forgetful arse -.- roar.
did last mintue revision during maths. ohyah. ms pepsi? roflllllllllllllllll.

i dont knw wht's her name, i thought i heard pepsi.
haha. okay, i shall call her ms pepsi. -.- she's definitely nt nice to mess with.
you see, mr sharizan didnt come tday, so she came in to relief his class.
which is my class lah, obviously. lol.
first time seeing her, so yah. was kinda shocked what, natural reaction.
thn th guys bhind murmured smthing like, ' eee. so ugly '
lol? i couldnt help but laugh. th tone he put his words, omg funny.
thn isabel pointed out to her fats. lol. i laughed again.
slightly loudly this time. haha. cant help , just so crazy *gives a wide smile :D

i guess she heard me laughing this time.
it was obvious she heard them talking bad about her. lol.
she turned a deaf ear at first, but finally couldnt tke it when i laughed so loudly.
omg, sorry lah :P
was therefore punished to stand through th lesson with isabel.
haha. yah, shouldn't hve laugh at others.
but when it comes to smthing so random, cant help but laugh. rofl! :D

ah, over with that.
overall, schl was fine. got back chinese test's result ytd.
i scored 63/80. not bad alrdy ok! i used to score like , 40-50 plus in th past.
still, an improvement made! haha. this shows im really working hard ( hor? ) :P

headed to compasspoint with kelly & co. aftr schl.
had sushi fr lunch! weeeeeee. so in love with that also. haha :D
kfc kfc. lol. esmond's like so obsessed with kfc lah?
he kept wanting to eat kfc. &. asking me to get fr him. well done huh esmond *__*
lol. okay lah, esmond's a rly nice guy. nono, dont think otherwise.
we're only friends. haha, some secrets within us both. -.- lolllll.

im havin so much fun tht i cant be bothered to get down on my schlwork.
haha. yahyah, im lazy. whtever :D

i swear*, by th moon & th stars in th sky. & i swear*
like th shadow thats by your side. lalala ...
HAHA. IM SINGING! WOOOOHOOOOOO. feel so high now :D

eh, i realise smthing about myslf tday, fr so many years ..
i finally realised im damn self-conscious. lol.
example: tday in class, i kept asking tons of people if my hair's messy. -.-
lol. another example: whnever i pass by a glass window or smthing glass-sy ..
i tend to look at my reflection. to see if i look presentable.
HAHA. so self-conscious ( lorz ) -.-

but no choice, every girl likes to look pretty. im no exception ( lorz )
lolz. iie cann0rtt standd dhh0se pe0ple whuu liikes tuhh twiit .. _l_!
rly cant stand it. i dont why they enjoy twiting so much -.-
looks rly stupid, & sounds equally stupid if you try to pronounce them.
harhar. bye! off to dinner. :D

sorry darlings fr not posting th past few days!

nthing much abt sunday to elaborate.
didnt hve art class due to th national day holiday, so stayed home & did th geog thing.
th articles are like so difficult to find! i spent almost 4 hours just to find 2 articles.
lol. nvrmind! so long as i score high marks, my efforts paid off :]

ytd, went down bugis with jasmine darling.
went to extend hair first, then walked around to look fr hp straps.
i wna find those with stars! anyone knw where i can get them? tag me please! :D
haha. it's like oh-so in now. im luvin it! lol.
finish extending hair, then travlled down to hougang plaza to trim.
met wm brother & co. down there.
kbox-ing awhile with wm's sister, then headed home alrdy.
th way wm sing, like ohmygawd fucking funny. bro, jiayou ah! HAHAHAH :D

okay. schl tday was fine. normal routine though.
so many free periods tday! which made me smile like a foooooool :D
lol. lamearse jesselyn -.-
after schl headed to compasspoint with darling & co.
went kfc fr lunch. had nthing else but milo (: wasnt hungry though.
we didnt knw where to go, so girlfr suggested we go alley there to slack.
hah. this one i must mention, laugh until my stomach fell out.

qianhui used her phone to make th facewrap thing? or smthing like tht.
then we're suppose to take pics of our own, thn they'll wrap th face.
HAHA! we took turns to take pic. super funny leyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D
like omgawd. i was rolling on th floor and laughing so loudly!
HAHAHAHAHA :D it's omg super fucking funnny i tell you. no joke :D
th way our face turn out, HAHA! so funny please. :D

control, lol -.-
headed home around 4. there, here i am posting.
hah, it's about to rain soon. th sky's so dark. haha, th sky nt that sky.
you knw wht i meant right. lol. like im so lame .__. haha. random.
alrighty, end my post with million of kisses to you readers okay? tkecare!


emzskidoodles♥} exactly. hah, but no more now. we're all aware of this sly fox. lol.
/♥ Joleen} mei ah! heh, tkecare :D
Jielinnnnn, (:} zihigh! aisini lahhhhhhh :D
Angeline} kkkk.
TONY} eh didi! HAHA :D
passerby yo} dont judge a book by a cover? lol. im nt an ahlian please.
lendl} hah, thnks. you too (:
Sheryl :3} hah, nope. compassvale sec (:
Jiali} sure. loveya honey!
Magdalene ♥} yeh. anti-sky!
♥ Kellyyyyy -/} hah. guailannnnnnnn ah.

happy 43th birthday singapore! muacksmuacks* :D:D

celebrated this year's national day boredly. ( is there such word? lol, )
prepared around noon time, & headed down to compasspoint for lunch.
had crayfish pasta at swensens. it's mum's treat tday (:
walked around metro, bought 2 bowls for papa. he's one great eater.
therefore he needs huge bowls. tsktsk.

best next, looked around for ovens.
had sudden urge to bake, so got mum to buy me a new & better oven.
haha. thanks mum! i love you (:
lol. thereaftr headed home. bathed, then waited for aunt to fetch us to her house.
you see, papa went fishing, & isnt back yet.
but th party at aunt's house starts at 5. papa will be back at only 6.
so yeh, cant wait for him to be bck. lucky it's convienient fr aunt to come fetch us (:
if not we'll have to take a bus .. lol.

ate dinner, thn went over to cousin's room to play card games.
was like uber bored. so went out to th living room to watch th olympics.
haha. nice one though (:
left her house around 10, fetched grandma & aunt home first, then headed back home.

kinda bored national day this year.
still remember i celebrated last year's national day at marina bay with clynston & co.
well, smtimes it feels bttr to be with your own family (:

okay, i've crap enough. once again, happy birthday singapore! :D

Magdalene ♥} yeh, he asked me for patch. he's one big bastard lahs. to think we trusted him so much, yet he just fooled us with sucha simple lie. .__.
HuiQing(: } okay, asap.
TONY} didi! haha. missyou too (:
jasmine/}} haiyo! thn faster do already eh. if not later no time.

weimin,} haha. stupid brother! okayokay, (:

Jielinnnn. (:} zihigh jielinnnnnn! hah, high ler high ler. you cheerup hurs! :D

AIQI} okay, asap (:

passerby} turn around by samantah jade (:

SHERYL :3} oh hellllllo new friend! :D

{♥}Esther} okay, asap.

Jiali} heh, honey! sure yeh sure yeh :D

Agn} hmm, dont concentrate on smtime fr a too long time (:

im halfway through my geography digital scrapboooook.
got so pissed when i couldnt find th information >[ i searched continuosly fr 4 hours.

like first time im getting so hardworking. lol.
actually im quite surpirse myslf. haha. but well, im rly gna buck real hard :]
it's 947pm in th night now. wind's blowing so strong.
th small lil windmill i placed on th desk, is spinning oh-so fast now.
haha. i guessed you'll know hw strong th wind is right now.

oh oh i've finally realised i got fooled by you, not only me. you fooled tons of us.
i didnt quite believe what emily said at first, but aftr i've browse through so many blogs,
i finally came across one which says exactly th same thing as what emily did.
a leopard never chnges it's spot. i doubt you'll ever chnge.
dont ever tell me you'll chnge fr th sake of me. i bet you say tht to every girl.
HAHA. what a great liar you are hurs. wht you wna be in future?
i know i know! a professional liar, isnt it? i bet.
so stupid of me to trust you so much, no more next time sky.
i'll definitely be better off without you. you're sucha disappointment.

it feels great to be home early (:

had national day celebration in th hall tday. i only loved th last part.
th finale, where everyone on th stage sang so loudly, so happily.
haha. there's one super cute girl in th choir!!!
she was like swinging her flag to th beat.
her face was like smiling from th start till th end. even during th pledge taking.
haha. cheerful little one (:

suppose to be meeting stanley tday, he asked to meet me.
but okay, he told me he's not free. so went compasspoint awhile, thn headed home.
i've got nthing to do nw. so bored ):
okay. i shall entrtain myself. lol. anw! max asked to meet me.
like lol? thn dont want neh! :X

ohyah, im not yet done with my caterpilla. & i haven started on my digital scarpbk.
need to be handed in on tuesday, next tuesday.
im so lazy to even start on it. ohmygawd. -.- cantcant.
i must do. m-u-s-t. i think it occupies 30 percent of th CA2's mark.
im sucha gooodgirl (: yay for me. haha. alright, byebye. :]

it's raining freakingly heavy now. thunder's so loud o.o
eh, actullay im afriad of thunder lorzx. i jumped up when it came so loudly just nw.
okay, crappppppppppppppppp -.-

half-way done with d&t project.
bcause it rained so heavily just now, we were left with no choice but to packup.
tkecare on your way home, ai-de-line! :]
haha. anw, we did a caterpilla fr our motorised vehicle. lol.
pasted cotton wools on it, it serves a prupose of making it feels hairy.
we're gna score really well fr this time's exam! yayyyyyyyyyyye -.- lol.

school was just as fine. had health check tday. proud to say, i have perfect eyesight.
haha. i used to wear spectacles in th past, no more fr that nw. byebye specky. (:
did th backbone check tday as well. & yay, i guessed my backbone's nt curved alr.
as th healthcheck took almost an hour, we didnt have science lesson tday.
english with cheerful yeye was okay. had test during mathematics.
did th 5stations fr pe tday. & sadly, i only manage to do 3 pullups. LOL.
it's like taking my life! you knw, my arms are shorter than average.
bcause im small size. but mr kheng adjust th bar up so high -.- lololololol.

& yes. i mentioned in my previous post tht i drew doraemon right.
HAHA. i did everything ytd, & brought it to schl.
received many praises for th doraemon. love this lil blue creature! :D

i feel so random now. i saw glen digging his nose in class tday.
isabel told me she've seen him doing tht thousands of time. ewwww!
very erxin ley! very omg disgusting!
it's like scratching your cb in public, imagine that. omgomgomg -.-
lol. glen, sorry i made you disgrace yourslf. lol.

feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel oh-so random now. bye babes & hunks. :]


WEIXUAN} honeylaogong! iloveeeeeeeeeeeyou :D
passerby yo.} yeh. they speaked so loudly, as if they owns th place -.-
Random :3} sengkang sec's?
{♥}Esther}} hah. sure yeh! with my sugarheart peharps (:
liweii} loveya too (:
Jiali} yoyo honey :D
♥ Kellyyyyy -/} si guailan, loveya yeh!

im so happy to knw tht there's actually so many people supporting me.
whether emotionally or physically, im glad you guys are there.
just by reading th tags, im already aware there's so many poeple who cares.
thnks so much (:

supposed to be meeting stanley bubu at 3.30pm
but when i rang him up, he sound so sleepy. he's sleeping actually.
told him we'll meet sme other time, i guess he's real tired (:
since i didnt meet him, i started doddling since 4pm in th noon.
did some research on doraemon just nw. lol. i suddenly love that little creature so much! :]
drew a couple of them on cardboard, gna cut them out later on.
haha. im gna make something real special (: fr who, not yet decide.
just have th urge to make something nice. i feel so happy when im drawing (:

darling just told me smthing bad happened to yijia ):
hope he'll be fine soon. tkecare good care!
anw i've realised, there's more & more uncivilised people in th society nw adays.
th numbr of people like this, are increasing in schools as well.
just take tday's example.
i dont knw why he thinks being a gangster is sucha proud thing?
HAHA. make me roll on th floor & laugh like a baby. -.-
he even showed his 'power' by howling vulgarities so loudly in public.
i think this kinda people should brainwash themselves, like please. lol.

i hope yijia's fine. he's quite badly injured i think :/
tkecare tkecare tkecare tkecare okay!

&&. i doubt stanley will every pass by my blog.
bubu ah, cheerup okay! maybe you have smthing tht you dnt wna share.
but if you ever thought of pouring it out, call me! msg me!
i'll always be here fr you. i've knw you fr mre than half a year.
i knw you're those kind who are always having moodswings.
but well, tke your time to sort out yr feelings. you can do it, i know.
whtever it is, you have me when you have noone. im waiting to see you smile. (:


passerby (:} thnkyou so much! :D
{♥}Esther} thnks esther! :D
OLVIA} hah, sure. which one do you wna knw? (: thnks!
,} thnkyou so much so much! :D
passerby(:} thnkyou yeh! :D
Random :3} thnks for tagging. im glad you undrstand. it'ld be best if you could leave dwn yr name (: i hope things'll go on smoothly fr me. all th best to you k (:
Passerby!} oh hello! thnkyou so much fr giving me yr trust. tkegdcare!
rina} asap sugarheart! :D loveya.

i was told i shouldn't post everything up in my blog o.o
i thought blog's an online diary? where you can post whtever you want.
lol? first time hearing this. okay, i needa make this clear.

if you guys are really so interested in knwing abt me & lendl,
kindly come & approach me. i've left my msn & frndster undr th 'i rock' column.
if you cant see, here it is. do add me at jesselyn--@live.com,
or www.friendster.com/bigfatlove if you're interested to knw anything about me.
please stop bothering & even pestering my close friends to tell you about it.
okay? it concerns me, not them. & whtever i think, may not be wht they think.
i hate it when there's misundrstandings here & there.
coming directly to ask me would be easier.

and yes, th previous post is about sky.
i did mention bfore, though im nt his special one, i still care.
why? bcause he's my friend. just bcause he's my friend, i care for him.
i guess there's nothing wrong about that, right.
everyone cares for their friends, regardlass of gender or age.
so please stop saying that, ' eh, jesselyn like sky ah? '
i do not love anyone right now, i already said, no more boygirl r/s fr nw.
if you're not aware of th true facts, thn please stop spreading nonsensical rumours.

actually, i dont really bother what others think of me, or what they spread.
just dont go overboard. saying something like,
' jesselyn very hong ley, toy with lendl's feeling only. '
please. get th facts right first bfore saying such stuffs? ._.
i brokeup with lendl, it's bcause of th way he thinks, th way he treat things.
& partly bcause i really needa concentrate on my studies.
i think im very ridiculous to ask him to chnge fr me, therefore i didnt wnt to trouble him.
since he said he will chnge, but aftr so many incidents, he hadnt.
i dont see th point why i should continue tolerating this kinda thing from him.
& he doesnt have to tolerate my ridiculous askings anymore.
it's a win-win situation isnt it?

but yet, ever since we've brokeup, he doesnt wna let me go.
he keeps saying he misses me, he'll wait fr me, etc.
i didnt force him to, but since he wnt it this way, thn so be it.
there's just something stupid & childish that i cant tolerate.
he has been disturbing my friends by msging them to ask them hw to win me back.
or even just telling them he miss me.
they cant help either, let me tell you. i dont love you no more.
please stop disturbing them, take it as im begging you.

& once again i must say. contact me if you wna knw anything regarding me.
stop pestering/disturbing/bothering my friends for th answers. tyvm.

' i know you're confused, cant be blame.

it's hard to trust me once again.

im happy to know tht at least, aftr so much lies and harm i've done to you ..

you're still willing to care for me. im satisfied. promise me,

life would go on as normal after im in, and that you wn't reject guys who rly loves you.

all i want is you to be happy. alrights? '

1stfebruaryo9, 1stfebruaryo9 ..
i've been reading this particular msg everytime im missing you.
you know, dairy is actually th best place to vent everything out.
im writing down things that happen to me everyday, hoping you'ld be able to see it.
as promised, im leading my life as normal, even when you're in.
smhow, i wonder hw've you been doing in there? fine i hope.
at least it's some place, some decent place fr you to stay. bttr than whn you're hmless.
): but well, there's so much left unsaid. i wished i had th time, th chnce to ..

hmm. schl-life as usual. failing test after test :/
my results are dropping, seriously dropping.
but im working real hard right now. i've even engage a maths tuition tcher.
in th past, i hadn't had any tuitions. i wna score real well fr streaming!
blahblahblah -.- just perservere! :] scarely i back out in th midst. lol.

did history project after schl. there's chinese oral tmr!! ):
guess i'll be studying some topics given later. rmb, work hard!
& i've so many projects still left undone. gna buck real hard already.
lol. tata people. will blog later on if there's smthing interesting. (:

shakeshake, shakeshake'a shake it.

haha. kept thinking of this song since last night.
ytd was burning hot. th walk from girlfr's house to weimin's hse. can kill.
anw, met at weimin bro's house, thn headed to compasspoint fr lunch.
smthing happened, nthing much to elaborate also. uncivilised ppl everywhere -.-
lucky weimin bro didnt speak bck. if nt smthing worst might happen.

sat bus80 all th way down to bugis. played psp with girlfr throughout th busride.
i guessed i concentrate too much on th game, felt so giddy aftr we alighted.
motion sickness maybe? argh. i hate motion sickness ):
as we're meeting girlfr's mother, we headed to th mrt station to wait.
incase she gets lost, you knw.wht mre she doesnt have a handphone with her.
looked around, searching fr her in th crowd.
while waiting, xiaogui came th mrt station to look fr me. hi - bye.
lol. thn, girlfr's mother called. met her around topman.
thn we headed down to penisular by feet. quite a distance away though.

you knw, there's penisular plaza, & penisular shopping mall or centre.
we were at penisular plaza at first. nobody knw we were in th wrongwrong place.
you see, there's lotsa thailand, mymar people there. mostly older man.
it's scary you know. th last trip i went to penisular isnt like this.
th other time i went with sky, there isnt so many people. scary people there.
lol. so i noticed smthing wasnt right, so did girlfr.
got out frm penisular plaza, & thn we crossed over to penisular shopping mall.
haha, this time we're right, definitely right. :]

looked around fr hoodies. there isnt alot of choices there though.
hence we walked back to bugis. bugis junction first, thn bugis street.
hadn't got anything from there. none to my liking :/
was kinda late in th night already, especially when it's th ghost festival month.
so girlfr & her mum went back by train first. while i went to look fr lendl.
saw xiaodan kaka. haha, & lotsa familair faces there.
loitored around topman's area. trained back to hougang at 10plus.
thnks those who accompanied me fr th bus :]

kinda bored day. but well, i miss going to places like that.
HAHA. so i could see what's th newest fashion in town o.o
well, that's all for ytd. heading to art class at kovan soon. tata people (:



:D} thnks.
passerby(:} hah, ofcourse i wn't mind. it's fall by ina, & what you've got by colby donis.
Jesline} thnks jie. loveya (:
junkang} thnks (:
passerby} which? hah, thnks.
-/♥Regina} nuer! hah, thnkq eh. tkecare (:
rina} oh hi sugarheart! :D
Yvonne} lovelove! thnks eh, im feeling bttr alr. loveya too uh!
恨Michelle ♥ } heh, babydoll! :)
♥Jielinnnnnnn,} zihigh jielinnnnnnnnnn! loveya!
` NICHOL [[} hah, thnks nichol.
amy} o.o
Felissa} hah, thanks!
♥, Sabrinaaa} sabbbie! thnkq eh, :D
Jiali} honey! thnks fr being there (:
jasmine/}} darling! thnks fr th pair of listening ears :D

though you wn't get to read this, i just wna say ..
tke good care in there alright. felt so shag to hear tht there wn't be hmleaves.
but well. i hope you tke this chnce to settle yr thoughts, settle yr emotions.
& most imptly, build up yr self-confidence! keep all th things i said to you in mind, think through them.
since i've already gave you my trust, dnt disappoint me once again alright.
actions speak louder than words. tht used to be your line. haha.
wht i've gt to say are already said. 1st of february, i'll be waiting fr yr msg.
tke goodgood care in there! :] everyone'll miss you. ( especially me, lol ) :]

okay. first thing first. happy 14month to me & sissy!
time rlly flies! we just smhw celebrated our 13month a few weeks ago.
& now, one month's already passed. haha. hello to you mr august (:

im feeling bttr & bttr each day already. thnks fr all th emotional support.
people im not rly close to, im rly surprised they read my blog.
maybe just passed by. but well, they'ld spent at least 15mins reading my blog.
since im so naggy. lol.
i've got one good news to share. i've finally found th happy jesselyn once again.
my post are getting frm dull, to th happy mood again. i feel .. great (:

schl-life are full of projects nwadays. i've just done one.
really thnks to weimin brother for helping out so much. thnkies! :]
was really tired after finishing th project. actually we hadn't finished.
it's just tht, well. i did most of th vehicle. time fr others to do their part.
fair & square, right right right. :]
bused home alone. thinking of hw * would be in there.
though im nt any of his special ones, i just hope he'll be fine.
i hope he could read this. anything im here fr you dude! :D

i've just realised many people are also suffering moodswings like me.
& i tell you. relationship's are sucha bother. you'll get hurt, over & over again.
anw, joya, cheerup okay! think of th bright bright side :D