mood swing here, mood swing there.


i've been having moodswings recently. big & bad one ):
but seriously, i cant help myself with them.
i dont knw how to fucking handle my mooooooodswings!!

suddenly, im ..
:)
;)
:B
:D
then i become ..
/:
:
\:
);
):
D:
D;

then i'll attitude almost everyone im with.
i'll keep silent, for as long as i like, as long as im happy.
i'll ignore everyone as though my father owns this world.
well, BUT I DNT KNW HW TO DEAL WITH MOODSWINGS!!
i dont know.
or maybe i do?
no i dont. i dont think i know.
or well, maybe i do?
contridicting.
...

seriously, i dont know what's wrong with me these few days.
i can be happily talking to you this minute.
then th next im screaming, shouting & spilling vulgars at you.
what's wrong! just what's wrong with me?! >[
living things with emotions, are sure to have moodswings.
but i hate moodswings! i wna be happy everyday! ):
i love to smile, i love to laugh, i love to have fun.
and most importantly, i love to be optimistic! OPTIMISTIC!!!!

ohwell. guess th coming exams are causing my moodswings.
holymama lah. i dnt knw why. what causes moodswings?
anyone tell me please? .. i'll definitely reward you with a million kisses!

okayokayokay. end here, incase my moodswing's back again.
thanks to baby, & mouse fr cheering me up. bye lovely poeple :]