losing you has forced me to learn ]:

sky, i've got so much to say to you. i dare not call you or say face to face.
i have no guts. sorry, but i'll say it all here.

i could never imagine life without you, since the day you walked into my life.
if we met each other under a different sky,
maybe then things would be much better between you and i.
we could always hold on to this one special thing we share,
but it would be too much for us to bear.

im sorry for the times i let you down, sorry for the times i made you frown.
im sorry for having no guts to look at you & tell you i love you.
im sorry for making you think otherwise when i dont meant it that way.
im sorry for troubling you to come all the way down just to fetch me home.
im sorry you had to suffer this past 15 days because of me.
im sorry for always showing you im bored, when sometimes i aint.
im sorry for showerng you my love, when you took it for granted.
im sorry i wasted your time for me, i aint the one for you.

but,

thankyou for the times you made me smile.
thankyou for those surpirses you planned for me, though i spoiled one :x
thankyou for trying all ways to make me feel unbored.
thankyou for showering me with your love & care.
thankyou for travelling all the way there to fetch me home.
thankyou for your kisses, your hugs, your everything.
thankyou for trying to change for the sake of me.
thankyou for sacrificing your sleep just to chat on the phone with me.
thankyou for trying not to smoke when you're with me.
thankyou for those little messages you sent to make my day.
thankyou for listening to my sorrows, my thoughts.

but, we both know, it's better if we just let it go :]
thanks for the memories, thanks for everything.
i still love you so dearly, but nevermind ): move on your life without me.